james plays himself

Paul Bernardo

2010-01-03T18:56:00.000-08:00

Paul Beer Bong Bathtub (2009) Fujitrans print mounted on Plexi; 40" x 26"

Sweater: L.L. Bean. Cut-Off Shorts: Paul's own. Shoes: Sperry Top Siders. Hat by Miller Genuine Draft

archives of pain (?/of 69)

2009-12-13T02:07:00.000-08:00

date Mon, Jul 9, 2007 at 6:46 PM
subject Re: Re: heyh

If your free around 10:30pm tonight, then I might be
able to get away from work. I wont know until the last
minute. Let me know ASAP. -Mark

date Tue, Jul 10, 2007 at 6:53 PM
subject Re: Re: Re: heyh

I will shoot for 10:30pm tonight. Work has been crazy
lately. I wont know until the last minute if I can
break free. Ill email when I know for sure. If your
going to jail on Monday, are you going to be ok with
getting cut up with the whip? -Mark

date Tue, Jul 10, 2007 at 9:20 PM
subject Re: Re: Re: Re: heyh

I just had a machine crash. Cant tonight, sorry. I
will try and come into work late either Wed or Thurs.
We would get together around 8:30pm in the evening.
Ill let you know. -Mark

date Fri, Jul 13, 2007 at 7:16 PM
subject Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: heyh

I was never able to get the time off from work. If you
want to come to Hollywood tonight, we could do the
truck/spanking scene. Youll have to bring a piece of
wood with you as a paddle. Sometime after 11pm
tonight? Let me know. -Mark

date Sat, Jul 14, 2007 at 10:34 PM
subject Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: heyh

The soonest I could be at your place would be around
5am this morning?

***
date Thu, Apr 5, 2007 at 8:36 PM
subject RE: Re: Re: SPANK ME

The is a McDonalds at that corner. I'll be in my silver truck at 11:00. We can use the back of my truck. Let me know if that works for you. Remember, this is going to be a serious ass beating. Make sure your up for it!

date Tue, Apr 17, 2007 at 6:50 PM
subject Talk to Me

Exactly what does "rough" mean to you? Do you mean like hit, slapped, punched or knocked to the ground. Or something like being tied up and whipped senseless. When you fantasize about being roughed-up, what exactly is happening tou you? Be as specific and detailed as possible. It has to be as clear in my mind as it is in yours. Tell me your fantascy in graphic detail. -Mark

date Tue, Apr 17, 2007 at 10:06 PM
subject RE: Re: Talk to Me

I am literally two times your size. I could accidently hurt you. How about a more measured or controlled beating. I'll tie you up by the wrists with the rope suspended at the ceiling. I'll start by spanking your ass with the paddle. When your ass is hot then I'll fuck you in the ass with a dildo. Then we'll ratchet up the pain with a bare back flogging with a cat-o-nine tail whip. I can back hand you in the face and smack your body around. You'll be pretty fucked up but safe from any unintended damage. Let me know. -Mark

date Fri, Apr 20, 2007 at 9:50 PM
subject This Monday?

I am looking to do this Monday night @ 10pm at my house. If that works for you, let me know. I've got to set things up and you can use the next few days to anticipate the beating of your life. -Mark

date Sat, Apr 28, 2007 at 8:10 PM
subject RE: Re: This Monday?

There is a full function dungeon for rent in the Hollywood Hills. I am going to try and set something up for next week. This is a very busy time for me at work right now. Setting something up is going to be tricky. I am working on it.

date Fri, May 25, 2007 at 6:50 PM
subject Re: Re: Tonight?

Tonight at 10:30pm at my house. I am on a tight
schedule, so please be on time. There is another guy
showing up at the same time. Its the first time for
him and they usually flake out. If he does show, Ill
do him first and get you right afterwards. Cool?

date Sat, Jun 9, 2007 at 6:55 PM
subject Re:

I am working straight through for the next three weeks. Maybe we can do something early next week. Probably will be spanking this time. Really want to whale on that ass of yours with that paddle! It will probably be Tuesday night. I'll confirm with you later when I know for sure. Hey, you told me that you got off on looking at those cuts from the whip. Still true? -Mark

date Fri, Jun 22, 2007 at 6:49 PM
subject Re: Re: heyh

Things at work are very hectic. Were pushing out some
major releases. Ill try and fee up some time next week.

***
date Tue, Mar 27, 2007 at 5:42 AM
subject Re: $pank - 40

It's 30-minutes bare ass with a wooden paddle. It pays $150 to start off with, more if we step it up each time. If your still interested, hit me up. -Mark

notspamz

2009-02-15T08:31:00.000-08:00

NOT SPAM BLOG. fuck. blogger threw up an adult warning too! whatz it all 4?

jamesplayshimself.com/wordpress

2009-01-12T15:44:00.000-08:00

NEW BLOG @ JAMESPLAYSHIMSELF.COM

2009-01-11T02:52:00.001-08:00

dfgh

A CASTLE IN THE WOODS / part 1

2009-01-06T20:48:00.000-08:00

"I've never found straight-up porn in the woods, but I have found two things that some reasonably close. once, on a hike around my house, I found a discarded box for a huge, spikey dildo under a bridge. then later, I was searching the mountains a few towns over for the ruins of a haunted mansion called corpsewood and found both the ruins and a catalog of gay porn videos."

December of 1982

Sheriff’s Deputies of Chattooga County Georgia were dispatched to a remote location on Taylor’s Ridge, also known as Corpsewood. The occupants of Corpsewood; Dr. Charles L. Scudder and Joseph Odom, had become mysterious and strange transplants into a community unaccustomed to outsiders moving into the area. Rumors swirled around the small, rural county that the men were Satanists. When the Deputies arrived they found the bodies of both men, dead from gunshot wounds.

A SMALL CORNER OF THE HISTORY OF MK-ULTRA
Dr. Scudder was a professor of pharmacology at Loyola University prior to moving to Georgia in the mid 1970’s. Loyola helped to play a part in the MKULTRA program by working to recreate LSD-25 which the CIA had bought from Sandoz Laboratories. “Challenge to Paradigm” was a book that was to be published which Scudder was among the 7 contributors to. Musician Brian Eno was also to contribute. Dr. Scudder's planned papers: "The mind an evolving system of models","Mindless meaning; meaningless mind", "On the environmental mind” and "The brain: a neurohumorally regulated ultrahomeostat".

Scudder, growing tired of the hustle of city life had decided to move a remote location. In a 1976 interview with Mother Earth News, Scudder detailed the process of becoming sick of modern life and his efforts to build his home and live off the land in the hills. And in March of 1981 he wrote an article that again appeared in Mother Earth News, titled "A Castle in the Woods":

"The only person I really had to consider, before making a move, was my loyal friend and housekeeper, Joe, who—for 17 years—had cooked for me and my boys and cared for the mansion. He'd been in trouble with the law once and had only a fifth-grade education, but he'd learned far more about the world than I had with all my degrees ... and somewhere along the line he'd developed a talent for whipping up meals fit for a king!
It seemed out of the question for me to ask Joe to move to a pretty, ticky-tacky house in the suburbs, because he seemed to have an inherent dislike for anything modern. (He even kept the cords of our few electrical appliances tied in knots, as if to choke them!) My companion also insisted on using iron skillets and old ironstone platters in his kitchen, confessing once that he'd always wanted to cook on a woodstove. Furthermore, I knew I could never live in an apartment, a type of dwelling which I consider to be only slightly better than a prison."

November of 1982
Kennethh Avery Brock, 17, and Tony West, 30 hatched a plan to to rob the residents of Corpsewood Manor, an out of the way location, where according to local rumors the gay couple worshiped Satan. Brock apparently fucked Scudder a dozen or so times up in their castle in the woods, where Dr.Scudder and Joesph Odem "lived like kings". The sex would take place in something the Dr. called "The Pink Room".

"My dad knew law enforcement well, and the day after the murders were discovered we were allowed to go up there. I wondered around the pink estate and into the pink room. There was porn everywhere. A mattress on the floor and just GOBS of porn. There was a huge picture book with black and white photos of local boys. I knew they were local b/c I recognized one of them, mostly teenagers around 16-up to about 24 I guess. Young men. Some dressed, but a LOT nude and aroused. Some looked a bit scared but for no obvious reason. All alone, and the pictures looked - I dunno - more like a photo record or way to blackmail than really an attempt at being sexy. I was 13 but I remember thinking that. The pictures looked more like something you would see in some sort of concentration camp. Does that make sense? Like the guys would just be nude, standing in front of a tree, maybe with their hands covering themselves, maybe not. ALL the pictures were similiar."

december boys got it bad

2008-12-25T11:13:00.000-08:00

GRID05

2008-12-20T23:49:00.000-08:00

JAMES GOO GIRLS

2008-12-15T21:10:00.000-08:00

pictor classicus sum (I am pure)

2008-11-25T08:13:00.000-08:00

memorial

2008-11-24T18:12:00.000-08:00

HEAT

2008-11-19T18:44:00.000-08:00

SEGMENT #4 - Did you know that there are dangerous gay gangs roaming Los Angeles, that methamphetamines are given away free in New York`s queer sex clubs so that "patrons [can] have more sex for longer periods", or that Krazy Glue is commonly used in "bizarre procedures" by Miami transvestites, "who are neither gay nor lesbian"? The January 21, 1999 edition of the U.S. Fox TV network`s Fox Files featured a segment called "UNDERCOVER IN THE NIGHT", claiming to expose what the producers called a "gay underworld" of public drug- and alcohol-drenched unsafe deviant sex-addicted homosexual men, women and "sexually nomadic" transvestites. The program is being roundly condemned by activists, and is a sad reminder that sensationalism still sells. This Way Out`s STEVE PRIDE [with production assistance by CHRISTOPHER DAVID TRENTHAM] has excerpts from the broadcast [anchored by ARTHEL NEVILLE] and comments by WILLIAM HORN, Assistant Entertainment Media Director of the Gay & Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation (GLAAD) (intro music from "We`re Here" from "The Ballad Of Little Mikey", written by Mark Savage and sung by MARK W. SMITH; outro music from the last verse of "Dirty Laundry" by DON HENLEY)

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CLOSING CREDITS/CONTINUITY
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TOTAL PROGRAM TIME
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STATION PROMO COPY:
ANNCR: NEXT TIME ON “THIS WAY OUT”, METHODIST MINISTERS LAUNCH THE BATTLE OF THE BLESSINGS, THE FOX FILES FLUB WITH THEIR "GAY UNDERWORLD" FIASCO, AND A REMINDER THAT GUTTER JOURNALISM CAN COME FROM EVEN MORE PRESTIGIOUS SOURCES ... CLINTON INCLUDES THE STATE OF THE LESBIGAY UNION, ZIMBABWE ACTIVISTS CONDEMN A HIGH-PROFILE SODOMY SENTENCE, BRITAIN`S "BOLTON 7" ARE BACK IN COURT, AND A JAPANESE SHINTO SHRINE GAY WEDDING MAY BE THAT COUNTRY'S FIRST ... THOSE STORIES AND MORE THIS WEEK ON “THIS WAY OUT: THE INTERNATIONAL LESBIAN AND GAY RADIO MAGAZINE”,

Jonestown / JonBet / Baphomet / JonBenet / Johnny Gosch / Jeff Gannon

2008-11-15T13:00:00.000-08:00

Summer of 1996, Marc Dutroux was arrested by Belgian police, accused of kidnapping young girls, sexually abusing them, and the killing them. Allegedly the Belgian officials long suspected Dutroux of being a pedophile killer, but let Dutroux get away with it because of Dutroux's elite clientele. Time magazine (in one of a FEW mentions of this sensational case in the mainstream press) talked about links to mobsters, and mentioned "underground tunnels".

McMartin preschoolers, if you remember, also mentioned "tunnels". In the McMartin case, their claims of dark tunnels, satan worship, and sex in airplanes, were mocked in the mass media and continue to be to this day.

"Hughes is the CIA". Peggy McMartin's husband was involved in the building of the preschool in 1966 worked for CIA front Hughes Aircraft.

McMartin, for a select few, was a CIA brainwashing front. And, along with Jonestown, was a fraction of a much larger whole.

JEFF GANNON IS JOHNNY GOSCH
"She says the birthmark on Johnny's chest is very similar to a mark seen on Gannon's chest in at least one photo. And she points out that Gannon has a spot on his right cheek in the same place as Johnny. Sometimes, she's almost convinced. But it's not quite enough and she just can't - or won't - say for sure that Gannon is her son."

Private investigator Sherman H. Skolnick posted a story... and publicly stated on Feb. 19 that Gannon is Johnny Gosch.

"I think it's kind of strange that Hunter Thompson would commit suicide at this time," says Gunderson. "Several kids told us that he directed snuff films. I think it's a strong possibility that he was murdered and I strongly suspect that it's all connected."

JON BENET RAMSEY & THE ATLANTA CHILD MURDERS & FULL CIRCLE WITH JIM JONES
"Mr. Ramsey, a well-connected military fellow, resided in Atlanta when a string of over 30 child murders happened in the black community between 1979 and 1981. There are urban legends that the FBI and CIA were actually behind them, that the young bodies were used for some bizarre experiments. (It is interesting to note that the Center for Disease Control has it's headquarters in Atlanta, and that these murders struck in the early days of the AIDS epidemic which has targeted blacks and homosexuals. Preceding the epidemic, homosexuals were recruited into "experimental hepatitis-B vaccination programs" run by the CDC in ads specifically targeting them.)"

Patsy Ramsey's father, Don Paugh, was an engineer for Union Carbide, the fine folks who brought us korporate murder in Bhopal and whose former mining camp in Guyana provided the spot for Jim Jones little Utopian community.

23 years old / noon playlist

2008-11-15T11:59:00.000-08:00

twenty-three on thirteen

1. wished i was a giant - guided by voices
2. flip your wig - husker du
3. shoot the singer (1 slick verse) - pavement
4. little whirl - GbV
5. don't want to know if you are lonely - husker du
6. frontwards - pavement
7. king & caroline - GbV
8. games - husker du
9. alcoholiday - teenage fanclub
9. asking for it - hole
10. doll parts - hole
11. like a virgin - teenage fanclub

scene from a movie giant / pt.1

2008-11-10T16:39:00.000-08:00

there's a world outside this room

2008-10-30T21:11:00.000-07:00

thursday afternoon / 40 oz. playlist

2008-10-30T12:04:00.000-07:00

shaking through - R.E.M
whats the matter here - 10,000 maniacs
whipsnade - suede
velocity girl - primal scream
teenage fanclub - every picture that i paint
california stars [live] - wilco
gypsy - fleetwood mac
monkey man [live in london version] - amy whinehouse

motherfuckin crap load

2008-10-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

so it was my pals birthday and we's went to west hollywood for drinks. didn't get too drunk cause im too broke these days.

on how james is

2008-10-12T02:45:00.000-07:00

COPSUCKER BLUES

2008-10-08T14:55:00.000-07:00

no lie / pops still cry and he near fifty

2008-10-01T18:24:00.000-07:00

SIDE 1: One-nine seven-oh the God was born

Im Back - az ft. daddy rose
finger - pimp c
you aint a killer - clipse
fuck you - b.o.b ft. lil boosie &dg yola
keep on - outsidaz
roll with the winners - pusha, liva, malice, sandman
kill that faggot - styles p
on my block - scarface
what comes around - beastie boys
i rock again - AZ
weed an snortin - 6 two
wisdome body - raekwon ft. ghostface

SIDE 2: and everybody say / i remember way back when

collapsing at your doorstep - air france
anniemal - annie
dream on - christian faulk ft. robyn & ola salo
freakshow - britney spears
shut the club down - girltalk
always there - rose of avalanche
four letter word - kim wilde
a hard rain's a-gonna fall - roxy music
automatic lover - dee dee jackson
sound + vision - david bowie
diving for pearls - 1000 mexicans

take me to a place of fantasy / take me to a place where i can be the one i want to be/ Archives of Pain 5/69

2008-09-18T15:43:00.000-07:00

FROM IRAQ:
“Iraqis love boys and our work is to offer pleasure to them," the ring leader, who calls himself Abu Weled (or “father of the boys”), said. “They are all gay and, in Iraq, the homosexual is something cheap and bad, but we make them feel special when working with us.”

FROM MEXICO CITY:
>>"Another clue linking the killer to France is that three of the victims all had copies of the same painting - an
18th century portrait called "Boy in Red Waistcoat" by French artist Jean-Baptiste Greuze. The canvas,
which was popular in Mexico in the 1970s, shows a feminine-looking boy in a frilly red tunic.

Police had suspected that the killer was a man dressed as a woman, and they spent months detaining, questioning and fingerprinting transvestites.
But now they say Barraza, a stout woman who was a professional wrestler, is their prime suspect. She resembles police composite profiles and a sculptured rendering of the suspected serial killer – including a similar haircut and facial mole."

>>"In a news conference Thursday, Raul Osiel Marroquin coldly described killing four gay men before his arrest Monday in Mexico City. Although there had been some reports of attacks against gays increasing, Marroquin's arrest was the first confirmation of a serial killer targeting homosexuals.
"I snuffed out four homosexuals that in some way were affecting society," he said, but denied being homophobic. He told reporters he would kill again, if given the chance, but he would "refine his methods." Police said he would torture his victims before hanging them, and even carved a star into the forehead of one man."

hot damnnn

2008-09-16T23:00:00.000-07:00

im so excited about this boy i just met and he's the sweetest person in the world.

ON HOW WE DO / archives of pain 3/69

2008-09-11T01:29:00.000-07:00

im on the tub floor and he's got four fingers shoved down my throat, his other four pumping his cock, and i vomit all over myself, and vomit again all over his cock, and vomit again on my chest and dick but this time he rubs it all over his big dick. he spits in my mouth and wipes vomit all over my face.

he puts a dog collar type shit over my mouth and then around my neck, it gives me something to pull on as he crushes my balls with one hand and bites my nipple until it bleeds. telling me if i like when "dad fucks his boy the way he taught me when i was little"

damn it was good.

ian w/ sisters of perpetual indulgence @ MJ's - SUMMER 2007

2008-09-07T13:26:00.000-07:00

tom dick harry / archives of pain 2 of 69

2008-09-06T19:54:00.000-07:00

I was working graveyard shift in a hotel, downtown Los Angeles. Consequently, I had a lot of free time on my hands during the day. My good friend, Mark, had just bought a house in the hills overlooking Silverlake. He asked me to do some work for him.

It was a hot July afternoon. Hot. As only L.A. can get when we get the desert winds. Stripped down to my shorts and sandals, I was painting in the hallway. Mark said he had to go out for awhile. But he had a guy under the house doing some electrical work.

Everything was quite quiet for awhile. With an occasional noise from below. Since i had a lover at the time, a sexual encounter was not on my mind. However, the unexpected does happen.

I looked up from my work. And there stood a 6-foot, bronzed sweaty Indian in front of me. “Hi. My name is Tom and you must be Jim,” he said, holding out his hand. “Can I get you a cold drink?” I managed to say, “Yes,” still feeling the imprint of his hand on mine and the look of lust in his eyes.

Following him into the kitchen, and admiring the view, Tom handed me a glass of ice water. Again our hands touched. I think i melted the ice. I stood there speechless. As Tom took my glass, set it on the table and engulfed me in his strong arms. He pressed his ribs to mine. Sliding his tongue into my willing mouth. With one hand on my butt, and the other gently massaging my tits, I was a goner.

How we got from the kitchen to the den, I have no idea. There we were, stripped of our shorts, as he continued with his passionate French kisses and fondling my tits, butt and hard cock. His 8-inch cock pressed against my stomach.

I slid down his body as our sweat acted as a lubricant. My nose was intoxicated with his smell and his beautiful uncircumcised cock. I opened my mouth and his tool slid into my hungry lips. My whole body quivered with delight. As i was sucking on his cock, he would reach down and pull on my tits harder and harder, and the more intesnse i got devouring his tool.

Finally, he pulled me up and his mouth found mine again. Lying me on the bed, he lifted my legs in the air and stuck his tongue into my sweaty asshole, lubricating my ass for his throbbing cock. Pulling me to him, giving my hard cock a promise of things to come, he penetrated my ass with his cock and i had no resistance. We were both so hot from the heat and the passion, it was not long before he shot his load into my ass. As he did that, my cock exploded at the same time.

How long we laid there in the glow of our lovemaking, I don’t know. Our bodies entwined. Our lips together. We were like one.

Reluctantly, we came back to this world, with a glass of wine and a cigarette. Before we hopped into the shower together, only to have the whole thing start again.

Needless to say, we ended up in a three-year relationship together. My ex said, “He will break your heart.” Which he did. But love goes on, and memories still exist. We find another Tom, Dick or Harry to take his place. But Tom will always have a special places in my heart and mind.

We did not get too much work done in the house that day, but Mark understood that our passion had taken over.
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beefcaked up to date / 2008 / 35mm

2008-08-30T14:44:00.000-07:00

trash em! smash em!

2008-08-03T15:01:00.000-07:00

dont spare me

2008-08-02T14:34:00.000-07:00

song for my father

2008-07-25T20:44:00.000-07:00

There is no milk

2008-07-24T19:57:00.000-07:00

3:24
3:00
2:34
3:29
3:42
3:32
3:11
3:28
3:24
3:36
2:15
2:42

mike

2008-07-18T22:03:00.000-07:00

man, i needed to get out like what.
thanks for the company i needed it like you dont know.

use that camera foo.

soda jerk

2008-07-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

I'm an american artist

2008-07-08T21:49:00.000-07:00

4 of July, favorite holiday.

House arrest'd blues

2008-07-05T19:59:00.000-07:00

Been xanax'in & camels & making my way through a six pack of st pauli girls & yankee hotel foxtrot on repeat.

still from a still unreleased film / my afternoon playlist

2008-07-05T12:41:00.000-07:00

playlist:
1. i'm so lonesome i could cry - cowboy junkies
2. what jail is like - afghan whigs
3. like a virgin - teenage fanclub
4. tom courtenay - yo la tengo
5. games - husker du
6. april anne - john phillips
7. miss world - hole
8. romeo had juliette - lou reed
9. darklands - jesus and mary chain
10. long time no nice time - phyllis dillon

i love xanax and sparks, i miss my job. when i'm not working i drink a lot, and my ADD flares up. almost one and a half months until im off house arrest. might as well enjoy it when i can.

im moving to silvelake on vendome and sunset at the end of the month. the hood.

james get its hard

2008-07-01T20:52:00.000-07:00

trouble me

2008-06-30T23:42:00.000-07:00

so i'm really happy for the first time ever. thank you thank you thank you. you know who you are, sir.

Bruce in LA

2008-06-27T00:33:00.000-07:00

so everyone get your asses over to, not ONE, but TWO, screenings of TWO Bruce LaBruce flicks. His brand new Otto; Or, Up With Dead People, JULY 11th at the REDCAT (9pm) and my favorite Super 8 1/2, JULY 13th at 7:30 at the Fairfax 2 Theater.

I'll be there, WORKING of course, after all LA county doesn't let people (technically inmates still in custody) just go out to movie premieres and shit. hahahhaa.

CFF Man of The Year and Bruce Labruce Naked Snow Angel

2008-06-25T22:43:00.000-07:00

Bruce Photograph's me at an art opening, naked of course.

CFF Deems Clint Catalyst "Rennaissance Man of the Year (2008)" as well as
"Author with Most Anticipated New Release"

Among this hyper-hypenate's endeavors that include credits such as a
screenwriter, actor, freelance journalist, television producer,
stylist, spoken word performer, and work which he shrugs off as
"accidental modeling," he's also a best-selling author with a cult fan
base.

Catalyst has had two different book projects in the works this year,
one of which is an anthology of short stories entitled Degeneracy:
A Love Letter. For this "formal farewell to an extensive history
of bad behavior," he's teamed up with childhood friend/former 'partner
in crime,' photograher Amanda Brooks. Known as "Maendi" throughout
their teenage years, the self-proclaimed reformed
degenerate-turned-suburban mom has been an ideal counterpart in
terms of interpreting the autobiographical material and portraying
these "verbal snapshots of inappropriate adventures often tinged with
a tragic sense of hilarity" through her own Point-of-View and camera
lens. To date, the project boasts exclusive images of Margaret Cho,
Chris Crocker, Jessicka (vocalist of "Jack Off Jill" and "scarling"),
Tony Ward, Jeffree Star, Tina Root (lead singer of "Switchblade
Symphony" and "Tre Lux") and international fetish model/club host,
Kumi Monster. A bevy of several other celebrities, "internet
personalities," and subcultural icons are slotted as models for the
roster of remaining stories, creating quite a buzz through
word-of-mouth, behind-the-scenes video clips, and the cumulative group
of individuals wildly-diverse fan base.

The other work-in-progress is a novel entitled Seventeen. Sexy.
Socialite. Serial Killer. Catalyst has been secretive in terms of
"the particulars," though he has revealed to the press that it's a
hybrid of dark comedy and horror set in West L.A., with an emphasis on
contemporary youth culture and the heightened fascination with
celebrity in all its current permutations--"the increased
circumvention of traditional media sources through which the public is
informed on what or whom is 'important.' Instead, this book is about
technologically-savvy Millennials who are 'calling the shots' with
corporations for the first time in history. They've already decided
what bands are cool, which designers, whom the reigning "Scene
Queens/Kings"--the new breed of role models--are. Corporations
who remained mired in their traditional means of marketing are now
scrambling to catch up. In the modern world, it's "adapt or die"
more than ever. I'm interested in exploring what new extremes people
will go to 'make it,' to obtain what they perceive as 'success' in the
2.0 of it all."

For more information, please visit:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clint_Catalyst

http://imdb.com/name/nm0145902

www.clintcatalyst.com

radical faggots

2008-06-25T13:49:00.000-07:00

Long Cabin Republican Members >> Together 44 years, met on Valentines Day 1960 in Dallas, TX

Celebrity Liberation Front / April 23' 1997 / Castro Theater

LA WEEKLY CLAIRE'D.

2008-06-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

35mm Clint!

even xanax'd back X 2 1/2 BARS, (thats 5 mgs for the script-less) and a few st. pauli girl's, i still was able to get the shot. But shooting Clint in Jared Gold fabulousness with my eye & my 1985 konica proved itself impossible to fuck up.

Lenora got a GREAT write up in the LA weekly so go read it here: LENORA WEEKLY

anything with Lenora in it gets my stamp of approval. And i miss working with her and when we'd go do lunch and id have a few too many beers and she would let me talk and talk and listen, and god knows i make very little sense after a xanax bar and a few bud lights.

me on james st. james' daily freakshow @ Lenora Claires Birthday

2008-06-17T20:04:00.000-07:00

Costumed monkeys! A sexy fire eater! Heatherette designer Trevor Rains, Clark Gable's granddaughter, Transamerica's Jim Howley, Clint Catalyst, Angus Oblong, masochist porn actor James Michael Gomez and countless freakish and fabulous people are in attendance.

WATCH IT HERE

Lenora Claire's Birthday. PART 2

2008-06-14T20:41:00.000-07:00

Lenora Claire's Birthday. PART 1: digital (yuck!) photos

2008-06-14T10:26:00.000-07:00

Jim Howley

best looking boys

2008-06-12T21:37:00.000-07:00

Corll always maintained to Henley and Brooks that he belonged to an organization based out of Dallas that "Bought and sold boys."

" This isn't the first time I have heard this mentioned. While researching the kidnapping of John Gosch and the alledged role paul bonacci played in his kidnapping, this same statement was made about an organization that "bought and sold boys" in houston, tx.

Morgan

Murder or Accidental
Early 1980s
Alleged he died, murdered, thrown from a cliff in the early 1980s - according to another source he was stoned and took one step to many, after another source he died in a motorcycle accident. Allegged William Higgins refuses to answer questions after Morgan.

Bob Blount

motorcycle accident
9/6/79
appeared in a number of gay porn flicks, including L.A. Tool & Die and Inches

Dennis "DEREK POWERS" Phung (1946-1996 director/photographer murdered: two of his models tied him to a chair & used the claw end of a hammer on his head then put a Halloween mask on him)

In 1996, Dennis Phung was beaten to death with the claw end of a hammer in his Hollywood apartment by two teenagers who left a mask on his head with the words "gay bash" scrawled across it

"Gay community leaders complained to day about the arrest of 40 persons in what police called a sado-masochistic slave market. Captain Jack Wilson said the building in which the auction took place was equipped with dungeons and cell blocks. In the dungeons were all forms of chains and articles of restraint. Mark IV club was maintained by a group calling itself 'the Leather Fraternity' as a private club for homosexuals and sado-masochism cultists." April 14,1976.

"In all, I guess there were between 25 and 30 boys killed, and they were buried in three different places ... Henley told police that Corll had turned on him and two other youths, threatening to sexually molest and kill them. Henley said he had managed to kill Corll in self defense. He then recounted to Houston police an incredible tale of horror, homosexual sadism and mass murder." August 20,1973.

"They call themselves 'chicken hawks' and they openly advertise in magazines for 'chickens.' The 'hawks' are grown men ... homosexuals. The 'chickens' are boys, ages 10 to 14. The 'hawks' want the 'chickens' for sex. The 'hawks' take pictures of themselves with the 'chickens' and pass them around. It is a disgusting business." March 30,1977.

"Sexual abuse and exploitation of an estimated 30,000 children in the Los Angeles area -- predominently boys ages 6 to 17 -- has spurred a crack down by juvenile officers of the Los Angeles Police Department." November 21,1976.

"Five men were charged Wednesday with 47 counts of sex acts with boys between the ages of 9 and 14 ... All charges stem from the investigation of the operation of an alleged homosexual ring involving now disbanded Boy Scout Troop 147." March 24,1977.

"A 15 year-old boy testified Wednesday he engaged in homosexual acts with defrocked Episcopal priest Claudius I. "Bud" Vermilye. The boy buried his face in his hands and answered with a muffled "yes" when prosecutors asked him if Vermilye had performed the sex acts on him." June 6,1977.

"New York Times survey of 20 colleges and universities in New York, New Jersey and Connetticut indicates that homosexual student groups have been established at practically every school." January 28,1973.

"More than 300 people, most of them males, attend dances at Princeton University sponsored by Gay Alliance of Princeton." May 21,1973.

"Thousands of homosexuals and supporters of homosexuals on June 24 march in 4th annual St. Christopher Liberation Day parade in New York City." June 25, 1973.

"Dallas police uncover nationwide homosexual procurement ring in raid on Dallas apartment ... seize catalogue file containing names and addresses of 50,000 to 100,000 people around country, booklets containing pictures and names of teenagers and young adult males, available through the ring for homosexual activities." August 16,1973.

Does Access Graphics (or its parent company) really have an office in
The Netherlands? I read from the Boulder newsgroup there is. Perhaps
that's how this thread was started.

Queers Do Hard Time or K-11 Dreaming; PART 1: Tranny Dream Girls, Pink Mafia, and Cop Muscles for Days ... Or: James, Regained.

2008-06-11T15:33:00.000-07:00

Part One of Many.

K-11 is the housing code (sort of, its actually K-6 G and now goes by some politically correct title like "reintegration housing unit" or "Community Re-Something Housing unit". I cant remember correctly as i only got out twice and never really paid attention to the writing on the wall(Ha ha, story of my life?). But i remember it sounded rehab-y and very PC and very clockwork orange (i never seen a clockwork orange but i did buy the book when i was in elementary school and couldn't get passed all the droogs or whatever British-sounding slang, and that milk bar stuff! at 7 or 8 i knew Bars were for Men, Beer, Fistfights and lots of testosterone*.

So after i got dismissed from my second chance (after violating my probation back in January...imagine Me + 35 Year old, all nine by seven, twice my size all muscle+ his motion and girth + me on the verge + peeping cop light turning on, timed one half second before 35 and married makes me cum) at completing a drug treatment program the judge throws (limp wrist-y) the book at me. 270 days, and 270 days to run CONCURRENTLY, in county jail. (Although at the moment i was not anticipating jail time, a second later i was beginning to accept and even look forward to (among other things) free rehabilitation, women-free (not counting one or two fat guards) MEN-filled living accommodations, beefy guards, death threats, police brutality, and almost a year's worth of the type of MALE BONDING that only occurs under the harsh/hard/enforced conditions of DOING HARD TIME.

Hollywood (Nickname) is a thirty-something "hollywood and highland" prostitute, who is equal parts (ONE THIRD: look and mental state)BeatleJuice from Howard Stern,(ONE THIRD: foul mouth'd and full of 1970's race conscious humor) of Richard Pryor (made fresher by Hollywoods two decades spent "ho'ing" ), and (ALL THIRDS)QUEER.

Of course the bus ride from the courthouse, to the freeway, to Twin Towers in Downtown Los Angeles, was made even more memorable by the bus' satellite Radio (which was the second most enjoyable county bus playlist, second only to Kern County)(1) playing perfect songs for a hand cuffed, lightly raining morning, the bus: all post-court appearance chatter mixing mid-air with all the policemen cologne and attitude that already is hanging thick.

i found out later Hollywood even made it on television! He's interviewed for a Way-unsexy 60-minute expose on Hooking in Hollywood and the drug addicted and mentally ill.

1.
Kern County's July 2007 Afternoon Mix:

"Loosing My Religion" - R.E.M
"Nothing Compares 2 U" - Sinéad O'Connor
"Sweet Child o' Mine" by Guns N' Roses

L.A. County May Morning Mix:
"No Rain" by blind melon
"Two Princes" by the Spin Doctors
"Trouble Me" by 10,000 Maniacs
"Dreams" by the Cranberries

The last song wasn't played on the bus, because the beefy forty-something cop changed it to smooth jazz in the AM. But i can't imagine any other but this one followed Trouble Me.

*Okay i started reading this over after i finished and realized there might be**
fist fights (not the American kind i'd imagine) and some alcohol, but i've seen clips from the movie and i don't care for even trying to get that sentence right. It sounds nice at least, to me.

** (this is based on only a few youtube videos, one book on film from my library page days, and a few memories of the glanced-at clock work orange book...
i actually remember only the way the type was set, the pages were formated nice, and the cover reminded me (now, or maybe back then? depends on the album release /promotional material date) of Queen Latifah's album where she looks like all volcano ready to erupt, i think the shades were the same color. Browns, and reds and ash. The book had the top of the image covered/split with a box, i think theres a proper design/art word for this) and the jacket was black, this was a paperback new edition if i can remember a decade ago. Lets see how my memory is: (I wrote this before i posted these images)

bruce in LA

2008-06-11T11:29:00.000-07:00

Ghost 1

2008-06-05T11:40:00.000-07:00

On La brea and san vicente

over exposed: sasha grey (preview)

2008-06-05T00:52:00.000-07:00

preview of sasha grey photo spread in upcoming CFF.

sweet sixteen

2008-06-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

James does hard time

2008-06-04T11:30:00.000-07:00

so I can go to work(crosses fingers) / drug programs. Other than that I'm stuck at home until the end of august. 89 days on 270 aint too bad. House arrest beats county.

Factum Non Fabula: Blood & Bastards from Adolf Hitler to Julie Andrews

2008-05-19T23:14:00.000-07:00

What would be Easter without chocolate eggs! Top right below you can see again the soap bubble party on the Malmi staircase in my happy days, and three fair-haired children are Tiina, Petri and me. Top left below you can see Max von Sydow with his cousins. When I take a look at both top pictures, I start to think that maybe I am not genetically so isolated as I have thought. What Julie and Max were doing in Hawaii few years before I was born? Do I have big half-sister and -brother who could be opposite-sex twins if Tiina wasn't one reproduction season older, or did Julie have time to become pregnant three times before the cock crowed in the busy 1960s? Mad-Max, Ti(i)na Turner and the lost children in the middle of Australian desert at Midsummer, but how could we survive without the Aboriginals' ancient skills or candy machines? This is already getting too wild or should I say Skåne goose chase! However, it would be much safer to be Julie's second-born rather than first-born son in the presence of pestilences like the bird flu. Only God and conspirators know how many elder half-brothers and sisters I have if any. However, if we were truly Julie's triplets, we were put up for adoption separately into the far corners of the Disneyland.

Hmm--Max von Sydow doesn't have any known brothers or sisters, but he does have a lot of cousins, and he has said if you don't exactly know who you are or what you want, you will probably end up as an actor. On the left below you can see a young boy who is officially one of my country cousins. His name is Tero. A "stork" brought him from somewhere and dropped here in 1985, when Julie Andrews was 49 years old. I think that he is actually my little half brother: we have the same mother, Julie Andrews, but different fathers, and I must say that he is the spitting image of our mother - see her as a "performing violinist" below. Although his father, Ari, is also my foster uncle, Julie and Ari are not genetically any close relatives, and Julie's boys are like Caligula and Gemellus, equally brothers and cousins. Tero's official birthday is September 9th - and that happens to be the national day of North Korea as well. Since the science of medicine was already advanced enough from Dr Mengele's days, Tero probably wasn't delivered to this life in a basket but he might have been a test-tube baby, who spent first months of his life in a foster mother's womb, although the egg cell had come from Julie's ovary.

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2008-05-18T15:55:00.000-07:00

jackie K.

2008-05-18T15:52:00.000-07:00

swallow

2008-05-16T18:58:00.000-07:00

how i do

2008-05-16T17:21:00.000-07:00

My Insatiable One

kurts

2008-05-09T21:01:00.000-07:00

1. "automatic lover" - dee d.jackson
2. "after dark" - lives of angels
3. "4 letter word" - kim wilde
4. "diving for pearls" - 1000 mexicans
5. "anniemal" - annie
6. "west end girls" - pet shop boys
7. "rock n roll nigger" - scissor sisters
8. "Love Cascade" - Leisure Process

home&gardens

2008-05-09T00:19:00.000-07:00

graceland

homo homes #1 / March 2008

Archives Of Pain 1/69

2008-05-08T21:48:00.000-07:00

The police said four of the victims were said by friends to be practicing
homosexuals. In addition to Mr. Walker, there was a 37-year-old librarian,
Christopher Dunn, and a 33-year-old caretaker, Andrew Collier.

Ancestry of Dean Corll

2008-05-08T16:33:00.000-07:00

PARENTS
1	Dean Arnold Corll, b. Fort Wayne, Ind., 24 Dec. 1939, d. Houston, Tex., 8 Aug. 1973 [SSDI 449-62-9740]
2	Arnold Edwin Corll, b. ... , Ind., 7 Feb. 1916, d. ... 5 April 2001 [SSDI 312-07-0284] m. ... , div. ... 1945, rem. ... 1950, div. ... 1953
3	Mary Robinson, b. ... , d. ...
GRANDPARENTS
4	Homer Francis Corll, b. Wells Co., Ind., 12 Nov. 1889, d. Zanesville, Ind., 6 Nov. 1972 m. ... 26 June 1913
5	Gertrude Meyers, b. ... , Ind., 20 June 1888, d. Roanoke, Ind., ... Sept. 1979
6	... Robinson, b. ... , d. ... m.
7	... , b. ... , d. ...
GREAT-GRANDPARENTS
8	Edward Corll, b. ... 10 April 1854, d. Mahoning Co., Ohio, 24 June 1928 m. ... Sept. 1882
9	Catherine Keyser, b. Fairfield Co., Ohio, 20 Jan. 1855, d. Zanesville, Ind., 14 Sept. 1936
GREAT-GREAT-GRANDPARENTS
18	Henry Neiman Keyser, b. Montgomery Co., Pa., 2 May 1814, d. Allen Co., Ind., 26 Aug. 1890 m. Montgomery Co., Pa., 1 Jan. 1835
19	Catherine Fritz, b. ... , Pa., 14 Feb. 1815, d. Allen Co., Ind., 13 Aug. 1888
GREAT-GREAT-GREAT-GRANDPARENTS
38	Peter Fritz, b. Berks Co., Pa., 17 March 1792, d. Fairfield Co., Ohio, 26 April 1864 m. Montgomery Co., Pa., 17 April 1814
39	Rachel Liebergut, b. ... , Pa., 23 Aug. 1794, d. Fairfield, Co., Ohio, 15 Oct. 1876
GREAT-GREAT-GREAT-GREAT-GRANDPARENTS
76	John Martin Fritz, b. ... , Pa., 7 April 1747, d. Berks Co., Pa., 18 March 1827 m.
77	Catherine/Anna , b. ... , Pa., 29 Sept. 1750, d. Berks Co., Pa., 22 Nov. 1815